Yea I really suck at blogging because I never seem to do it…BUT…I wanted to post an update on me weather its weight related or not.

1) I’ve sold my amazing jeep wrangler for a broken down chevy s10. (spent already about $6000 plus on repairs)

2) I can’t afford because of the repairs to fly to my sister to celebrate our 25th birthday together.

3) I haven’t lost any weight or quit drinking coffee or stop smoking. :(

4) I have been taking the time I need to rest.

5) I am quiting my 2nd job because they suck and I don’t need them to overwhelm me anymore.

6) I may be opening my eyes to new ideas on what to do with myself.

Other then those tidbits, I have been working a lot. That’s about all! So yea more updates when I see some motivation I guess.

How many times to i have to say it or think it before i do it! I am very unhealthy. I pant for air getting in my car and going up the stairs in my house. The weight and smoking combined is that cause. I need to rest my body as it needs and feed it nutrition it needs to run properly vs. Shoving sugar and energy in it like im a battery or a mass produced farm animal. The smoking stops now! The the rest starts now! Support is needed…i lack very much the self motivation. This could be repeated tomorrow morning! Ahhhhhh

So my Daniel fast was a bust but that dosent mean I can’t try it again sometime. I have been doing really good at taking my thyroid meds so I’m hoping to see some weight improvement from that. However, I have become addicted to In N Out animal style fries so I now have to conqour that addiction along with my coffees popcorn and cigarettes. On a wishful thinking note I am going to church tomorrow and hope to gain the strength I need to accomplish the breaking of said habbits. I know I have a lot of wishful thoughts verses action but at least my thoughts are there and I am not fully ignoring my progress. I have a goal to move to VA and be near my twin sister Fat-Chance by our birthday in May…seems doable but I’m really going to have to cut back spending or it could be a few months after May but it will be done! I am excited to get moving on from my normal routine and live life. My co-worker friend and I may become gym buddies and shes pretty good at motivating so I see this going well. Your all doing so great in accomplishing your goals…keep it up! Hope to have some improvements to post on my next one! :)

Starting Weight: 247.8 pounds

Last Weight: 240.8 pounds

Today: 238.8 pounds

Most recent progress: -2 Pounds

Total Progress:  -9 pounds

I will be partaking in this fast along with members of my church. It is supposed to be just fruits and veggies and water or juice. I am also throwing in my own mix of no smoking. So…this fast will be very heard. I am already thinking of all the things. However, I think this will be a great spiritual growth and healthy for me as well. I mean shoot, doing something for God that is unhealthy for you, probably isn’t Godly. Anyway, that and my local christian radio station has challenged listeners to listen to nothing but christian music for 30 days. I think this could help me with my fasting, so I plan on giving it a shot as well. Wish me luck I’ll let you know how it turns out. This is my first day! :)

My fitblr peeps! I have been sick ever since coming back from visiting my sister in VA! But I had a great time there and cant wait to move there when the time comes…however i think im going to try somthing new in my efforts to drop some weight. Instead of watching the numbers i figured ill go off my body. I wont check the scale so often because it seems like its never moving. I feel that by just being productive in the health area I will see a change in how I feel and how my clothes fit! Then once I see a physical change Ill weigh and see where I’ve gotten! Hope your all doing great with this new year upon us! :)

Tomorrow is the last day of this year. I plan on organizing plans and methods to improve my life over all…

Very productive day…nothing weight related but still a victory to me!

• got my jeeps window fixed then got the jeep and all its attachments to the cop that bought it finally.
• got to the bank
• got stuff to good will
• got sisters car oil changed and cleaned up
• got my aunts cat
• got paint to paint my sisters room
• got to walmart for nessesities like toothpaste and gifts
• got to have sushi with my friend

Now im going to barnes and nobel to buy a book and go home and relax before bed :)

Time to get back into it. I started this blog like forever ago, probably about a year or so and I had my good moments but I decided to slack and pretend I was already healthy. Not anymore. I am determined. I will be 25 years old in May and I feel like I have spent way to much time just sort of letting things go by me. I want to experience what I can while I am young and able so that I can settle down eventually (maybe) haha and have a family. In order to do this I must be healthy. I can not enjoy hikes or travel the way I would like if I get exhausted after a few minutes of it. So some goals I have for the next month of December:

1. To Quit Smoking … AGAIN! haha

2. To engage in a active activity…possibly kickboxing!

3. To actually eat and not just once a day and when I do, something of substance.

4. Stay on top of my girly hygiene. The more I pay attention to how I am presenting myself the more I will be excited and pumped to improve it.

5. Keep my finances in order as they have been…yay for that!

They are small but needed steps in the right direction. With this, I shall start having a positive outlook on my soon to come future. I really want to be in shape when I move to Virginia next year so that I feel like I am starting fresh and that I am capable of anything that comes my way.

Today’s WIW

Starting Weight: 247.8 pounds

Last Weight: 235.8 pounds

Today: 240.8 pounds

Most recent progress: +5 Pounds

Total Progress:  -7 pounds

So my co-worker asked me to join in on a Kick Boxing / Muay Thai class with her. This sound pretty exciting and a new way to loose weight without feeling like I am going to go work out. My schedule was set up perfectly for this. I work 7am - 3pm and the classes start at 5:30pm, so I could totally do this. THEN my 2ndjob changed my schedule from weekend middle of the night to week days after my other job at 4:30pm-10:15pm. This blows, I’m wonderingwhat to do about it. Any clues?